The passive-aggressive covert narcissistic abuse is nothing sudden. Its nothing like a black eye. Your nose is not
bleeding. You have no bruises to show others to prove you have been abused. Its nothing you can touch. It´s more like a soft cold breath of
someone on your neck that is coming through the invisible curtain and
every time you look around through your shoulder, there is nobody. You
feel under some sort of the spell. Like you live in some sort of a coma and you can´t wake up. The flooring is taken away from under
your feet. And you do not even notice it. The roof is being taken from
above your head. And you do not even notice it. All you can sense is the voice of your abuser who whispers in a hypnotic way to your ear:
"Everything will be alright, my love .... just hold on". And the voice
makes you feel so safe. And then, suddenly, the only thing you
remember is how someone you love and trust stabs you in your back with a knife.
Your body is
falling to the ground and will be always remembered in a poetry as the
body found in the middle of the ruins while the angels cried for lost of
your innocence. Its
not even the stereotypical murder. The covert narcissist murders your
soul. Which is the greatest sin of all of them.
And at this point you somehow exactly know how Jesus Christ
felt while he was sitting behind the same table with the covert narcissist
Judas. Jesus knew "something" is going on but it was difficult to put the
finger on it. And while Judas was eating the meal that was generously
offered to him by Jesus, the super empath Jesus already felt the dark cloud floating closer and closer towards him. He did not see the cloud. But he felt it....
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